I had this flashback of me sitting at a desk behind an office partition, totally bored and miserable. I worked for a temp agency then and they sent me on different assignments as a secretary. Some jobs were better than others but this one had to be the worst! How I hated every minute I sat there. However, this experience became like a grain of sand in an oyster shell. Day after day I prayed the Third Step Prayer from the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous:

Today, “God, I offer myself to thee, to build with me and do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do thy will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help of Thy Power, Thy Love, Thy way of life. May I do Thy will always.”