I wrote that passage two years ago and success is just as scary today for me as it was back then. Maybe more so now. Now I am a published author and amazing things are happening in my life concerning my book and I find all the goodness just so hard to handle. I have had panic attacks, sleepless nights, eating destructively, all because things are GOOD! I am in therapy dealing with it, I am also addressing it with a life coach, and also with my NA sponsor. I find myself hyperventilating from being overwhelmed by the goodness of it all. God is really blessing me. I am praying, asking Him to help me handle it.
Today I am still building a foundation to believe that goodness is good and that I have so much evidence that I can trust good because all that has been coming is good and I believe it will keep on coming.