Lessons learned from past mistakes are saving me right now. The memory of how much pain I caused myself the last time I acted out on my addiction has become my teacher because I paid dearly for it. I don’t want to ever hurt myself …
Read MoreAugust 18 “There’s beauty in my brokenness….”III
What if all the dreaded things that happened to me are the pathway to my Soul salvation? If I never felt pain, would I ever reach for grace? If I never had darkness, would I ever seek the light? Sought through prayer and meditation….If my …
Read MoreAugust 9 Spiritual Growth
Last night I watched a caterpillar turn into a butterfly on the Nature Channel and it was truly miraculous. First the caterpillar ate as much as it could. Then it inched its way up a tree and attached itself onto a leaf by excreting a …
Read MoreJuly 28 Rejection
The perception of rejection is a trigger for my trauma. This is a self destructive habit that is being healed. When PTSD kicks in, it will go through the memory files of every rejection I’ve ever had and project it on the movie screen of …
Read MoreJuly 27 Healing
It seems healing from childhood trauma has been a lifelong journey that for me is finally paying off. It’s taken a very long time to claim myself and walk in the light of who I truly am. Letting go of fear has helped the process …
Read MorePowerlines
Today I found two envelopes in my file cabinet drawer full to the brim with powerlines. I tend to write them on anything that is available whenever a good one hits me. A powerline is, in my opinion, words that connect me with God’s power. …
Read MoreThe Process of Peeling
Today I was making potato salad and I noticed while peeling the onion there were layer, upon layer, upon layer of skin. The good part of the onion, the useable part, is covered by other layers of skin that are unusable. I threw those out …
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